Lost, in a silent pause

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I am a thinker and anyone who can relate to this deliberate activity would know that to be able to think, one would need propellers, a catalyst to ignite it into motion.

Could be as simple as

  • a setting amidst the woods
  • a sound
  • a complete calm
  • a profound quote or
  • an empty day

But then on the other hand, there are triggers that push me out of my thoughts into the present.

A sound that can make me stop in my tracks despite my consuming thinking, is the Rustle of rolling leaves.

I can get amused by these leaves as long as the evening lasts.

Because then, I will be surrounded by a surge of breeze. If am lucky, there will be a shower of spiraling leaves down the paths I tread and if you promise you won't tell, there is reason to believe that there would be hidden pixies who prepared this magnanimous moment for me.!


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